That movie. I was surprised. Kind of touched seriously that God would and could speak thru it right to my heart. The stuff that has to be cleared....all the fears, the events that happened that completely "pissed me off" pardon my language but that was exactly how I felt about cetain things that happened recently in my life that of course I wasn't happy about. In a movie. yes God spoke/spake to my spirit and soul and heart in a movie. Its not about romance or love here. It's about some other things that i recently faced but now have finished with it but still need to know how to "deal" with.
And thru thr protagnist herself in the show, i could use her lines, her exact lines for myself.
"Clean out the bad and the good...from inside you....go go....." something to that effect when she spoke to her guy. she was also trying so hard all the time to prepare before that turning point in her life (hitting 16 yrs old) to hopefully bring out the good side of herself rather than the bad. It was all very metaphoric and deep to me.
And i know i am writing in a cryptic way here but oh well i just realised how strong words can be and yet......when people talk when they are fatigued or angry we cannot take them too seriously. Words are such a double edged sword........to be used and yet not to be taken seriously at certain times. but for sure, there IS an effect. big or small.......there are effects in words.
And YES............YOU made the innemost of our beings. you know every single emotion (look i am not always talking about romantic love etc) that we have and things we go through. everything is transparent, laid before you. How on earth was i ever drawn to this movie, with such a strange genre, that could be so much of what i needed at this point in time.....i think the Lord just knows TOTALLY what we need and want at each step in life and he does , he really does make things happen, people cross our paths, movies where the story or characters speak what you need at that point in time, "coincidences" of bumping into people, reminders of certain people you met who reallly was a live walking example of how effective quiet prayer was....etc.
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