when i don't, i do

i cant believe i actually genuinely enjoyed my tuition session yesterday from the bottom of my heart. i actually was 1)myself with her (14 yr old girl), 2)shared about some parts of my life (interesting parts) 3)joked about life and 4)laughed a lot so sometimes the irony is..........this. that when i don't (think i like something) i do....when i do (think i like something), i don't. there's this verse in the bible...and i don't wanna spoil the whole thing at this point of time. God help me....?