calling

Good yet bad

I know this is gonna be an oxymoron but this week was a little scary but strangely manageable. most would deem it as "scary" or "bad" to tell the truth but personally.... i feel:

sometimes God has to use things we usually call "barriers" (like we cannot get a task done, we can't get to a place at a certain time, etc) to actually direct our paths (or our 'bearings', to use geography terms) so we move in the right direction which is what He planned for us.

and if it took Him six and a half months (in this job) to confirm to me more or less where and what i should be going/doing....then it was really worth it.