i guess i myself am not as expressive as i thought i should be or would be. words don't come so easily (lol like in the song) sometimes and even like emotions - good or bad or both can come out like later haha...oops.
but that's exactly what we call human or what humans do. sometimes we just forget to remember (The irony) what we have....and forget the positive changes we have compared to last time. so there, first i wanna thank the lord for giving me the useful site www.meetup.com though you really meet every one for the first time almost every time. after a while those meetups you go to regularly...the people eventually also become your acquaintance then friends.
i thank God for dreams - strange or those of the past or future or even when i see myself in other countries and i wonder where i am. and in different settings - sometimes in a cottage, sometimes in a huge house or a mall, sometimes at the seaside, or at a village or forest or on some quest or with various types of ppl or alone. so there's the sense of deja vu at times.
though i believe in ultimately the predestination of where God wants me and others to be, we still have to make choices most of the time and along the way.
i thank Him for concerned students / children who think simple, are childlike and can spot things that adults can't spot and help me solve mysteries like my very "private" life.
haiz that's the thing about the human curious mind. we keep digging for facts and info till we solve mysteries, rite? or maybe its just me with mysteries to solve.