the actual reality

the latest update about myself is there is this person who keeps talking to me on the whatsapp recently. strange though.
thank God there is foreign talent. around. hehe.
but i think there's a great treasure in going through difficult or tough parts of life. for without them, things will be too smooth and.......too simple. and this is never the case.

 ¹⁴ But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. “Do not fear their threats; do not be frightened.” ¹⁵ But in your hearts revere Christ as Lord.
........¹⁷ For it is better, if it is God’s will, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil.  ¹⁸ For Christ also suffered once for sins, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive in the Spirit.   
¹⁹ After being made alive, he went and made proclamation to the imprisoned spirits—  ²⁰ to those who were disobedient long ago when God waited patiently in the days of Noah while the ark was being built. In it only a few people, eight in all, were saved through water,
  1 Peter 3

Very encouraged on sunday when my church mate told me that he was sure i would be happy going myself  overseas. :) so again....not going to waste my holidays! :)

after a while

i realised for this season i have watched almost every show in theatres that's showing. *gasp*

when i finally took leave....

to visit my ancient roots in chinatown....haha. ok lah my greatgrandparents were from china. both sets of them. fujian and teochew (guangzhou).but more like receeing the tour agencies for good deal. and the only ones that made sense was batam this week and thailand next week.

and / but it only rained after i decided to forgive people.....

i just thank God...

for every day i wake up to a new 24 hours ahead of me. time here on earth is precious.
something too good to waste.
"Teach us to number our days that we may gain a heart of wisdom." Psalms 90:12


still living under the pressure...of supposedly getting married by last year (30 yrs old) as what the average age here to hitch is now....but still trying to escape that pressure. like seriously because i refuse to do it "just because" it's the age to. do it because there is love and also when i am really sure of the person, open doors closed doors, etc.

 Understand, therefore, that the Lord your God is indeed God. He is the faithful God who keeps his covenant for a thousand generations and lavishes his unfailing love on those who love him and obey his commands.

Guess its now probably time to pray for rain here....

search for that...

blessing. In our job. if it's that person you see at the lift everyday who needs help, or that aunty who cleans the toilet that you want to greet or smile at, or that foreign talent u want to get to know about in terms of culture, just take that one small thing and really focus on it and give is 110%. :)

lighthearted post for the week

after all that has happened. the craziness of it all or more like psychoness of this half a year....
well i guess with every storm or difficult time there will be a rainbow? there's so much hype about seasons of life in temperate countries but for tropical regions, it is just rain, clouds and storms. so that cometh with.......rainbows. not all the time, sometimes.
I have given up being curious or kaypoh. why....because if i snoop around etc or stalk people on facebook, they also stalk me? i think so.......or maybe its the guilt of stalking others online haha. not that i really do...i just read their latest "updates" of of course, people i am interested to know about. not just anybody. :)
I would say the weekends that i plan a lot, i don't get so much done but those weeks I have a slight plan or sketchy plan, things happen more "happeningly" in a good sense.
the most funny thing that happened to me on last weekend was this: i will never believe this. i didnt check the time of a wedding i was supposed to go to properly and showed up 3 hours after it finished. the venue was right though. so.......i actually........laughed at myself. seriously. like the whole stretch of walking away from the hotel venue, i was smiling at myself. it was in a way good but sad because i didnt meet some people. but good because i wouldn't have to meet them too. hah. partly because of the pressure like "oh when's your turn?" "are you next?".......but yes i have decided.......not to stalk people and news online. ever again. :) but then again......