out of comfort zone....into....a different timezone

totally.....i was with a bunch of 40 over kids or teens or young adults but mostly were teens.....at some camp and totally....guess what? couldn't fit it. whats to expect right? lol.......ah but i am glad i gave it my best shot........just like at work. except at work the supervisor thinks i am not putting my best foot forward or doing things my own way.

My plans for this coming year is to go to the uk. i wasn't done visiting museums in london. but the problem is......ah......if i am going to fly there museums can't be the only thing on my itinerary. there's gotta be more concrete stuff to do there. maybe visit all the churches i was at the other time. look for a job......when the job economy there may not be as welcoming to a foreigner as here.......argh. i duno u know....visit singaporean friends who are there as well as some english acquaintances i've made while there last last dec 2012. may go elsewhere instead of uk also......may go usa or southeast asia or kazakhstan. lol. just need a break to really see the world but so much better with a strong purpose and not just to "see". pretty surprised parents were ok with me leaving the country or at least got a verbal "ok lor. you're old enough" in typical singlish.

retrospecting 2013?

not much to say......had a whole load of emotional upheavals and "downturns" slightly big changes every 3-4 months......like a sports team change, a job change. the job changes didnt hurt at all as i am hahaha used to them? the sports group......i followed my true north and did what i always do in the secret or public......that which i like naturally.......running. and believe me, even when i don't have my good friends there on some days or when the cute guy/guys don't appear, i still run and enjoy it......that really showed me i need to always pick a job or hobby i really like to do so that no matter what......i would still do it. rain, shine, tired, no mood, bored, angry, frustrated, sleepy, hungry, wrongly accused, headaches, i still run.....

sweet dreams are made of these

places where the security guard sleeps (About work) - oh well i just realised i work in an office where the human resource lady who doubles up as "security guard" naps. but anyway its quite common in other workplaces too.

just not in incur her wrath in case by some fair and just chance of God she stumbles upon my post.....but usually she aint so nosy which is good....., she happens to be quite nice too when not following the crowd (if they are doing evil).

sweet dreams are made of these (my first pop song i learnt when i was a kid) (about girls) - so anyway had girly outing yesterday........super cool. :) was supposed to be just us then two more came. :) j was quite not her holy self but oh well everyone has a few sides its not about pretending to be good or nice and perfect all the time is it?

lost and found department

i testify again the lord hath helped me find another thing this week.......all through prayer.
i just happened to think of my pri school best friend (one of them) in the morning and i remember she got married at 22. and it was the first guy who asked her to marry him, an African English guy (from uk).

I searched for her name on facebook but there was no trace. so i just said "oh well it would be nice to see her again." then in the evening......i duno why on earth i just couldn't be bothered to go for my usual monday running due to lack of sleep night before and mental tiredness from work.......so i took the long walking route all the way from lavender to......town. guess who i bumped into along the way??

HER.

with her sister. i was like....."you're back in singapore!"
so we are going for a catch up soon. :) it's these little stuff eh that proves that he hears / sees.