in your most nightmarish times

God sends something sweet to you....

Well it seems the previous post made some guys think i like girls instead of guys. And some girls think that i have started liking girls....that's not true.....i like guys. and i am straight. 100%. i like girls only as friends. haha. So well yesterday i cant believe it but i went partying. like its not a sin or crime to party. its what you do there and after. of course beware of the lust of the eyes and flesh present...and of course people who openly do what's meant for a private.

So i was totally confused and miserable yesterday and...i wanted to just have a break from "noisy" girls...so i met a super nice person and we chatted etc. i actually enjoyed the chat a lot.....but of course....i doubt our goals and motivations match because what he wanted i didnt want. i think. so...well but i am sure that when bad things happen....there will be good things to make up for it.

insights

I was blessed to receive some surprising prayer from a lady i didnt meet or talk to for a long time (like since i was 10). she gave me two verses from the bible. i did bump into her from time to time and say hi.

And I was blessed to be involved in a problem or crisis one of my friends is facing now. The other person involved is someone i don't know well at all. And i would think that if i had known her better maybe, just maybe, things would have been better. but what could i do when there was such a huge barrier talking to her or getting even close to holding a conversation.
i would think that good same-gender friendships or communication are really vital to me personally.

Yes i appreciate and love the opposite gender more of course.....! They would make much better life partners (hahaha) and co-parents for my future kids (hopefully if i have) but same-gender friendships need to be there for support and understanding.

it is just disheartening and demoralising at office (work CAN be a hazard, even office jobs) when people don't use the tone they would like to have others speak to them. i had to speak to a colleague abt this.....sigh!!

dear God

we're lost without you.....

linking things

Watching the movie yesterday in GV Dhoby reminded me of my good old days watching brad pitt movies in secondary school.We admired his longish hair, his cool look in Legends of the Fall and other shows. then there's this other show that's the talk of town too - the mighty Superman.........tada!

Then i suddenly think of events happening here in Singapore. Like how one Climactic thing or environmental thing can trigger so much talk in town, on internet.......(thank God our leaders are immune to people's comments but of course we hope for creative solutions to this).....and how this thing actually could trigger major questions like how it happened and how we can deal with it and look at the positive side like, staying indoors can help increase the birth rates of singapore...haze can reduce workoholism so we become more relaxed and enjoy what we have....we get a break from work......etc

And it just got me thinking.....like how one small talk on skype or whatsapp from friends or about BGR (boy girl relationships) can trigger out so much thinking and linking to causes of happenings. like why did this happen. was there another reason......what's the link? is this the link or this? and you pick up from there a few other issues to solve and wonder about. not bad..........the haze. what a trigger :P

50 ways to turn off a guy

1) don't shower
2) wear auntie clothes
3) dig your nose in front of him
4) use coarse language
5) look terrible
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if he still likes you after that.....hm......

coincidences

You know sometimes when you meet strange people on the streets, on bus, train etc.....and they seem approachable.......haha. then you can have a good laugh. ;)

the hangover movie.....lol

Not as great as their prequel........gee did i get the word right? the hangover was a sequel so the previous episodes were better than the third one. ah hah.
I am still on the fence when it comes to that topic again. it's really the crossroads between what the world and or "everyone" says and does. And justifying it or calling it "openess", well, frankly "openess" is another word for "meaninglessness" because if everything were that open......what meaning is there to things? i mean the things in the private.

the other type of purity written in Hosea 8 today is the purity of Following God

i want to watch my show

ok.....so i just want to watch my show there are actually a few i haven't caught though i really want to....... :(

honest or courteous?