To a natural person, this situation would have been nice, secure, good, normal.
But now.....I'm so at peace yet screaming for the grace, the strength, the etc etc etc.
Well if anything, at least
1) I'm being decisive for once
2) It's not going to be easy but it'll be one nice marathon (not literally)
3) I'll get a chance to work and think and REST a bit.....before the real marathon starts