I'm pissed. or am i frustrated?
every time i cross one huge hurdle, the next one comes. and its the same kinda headache--with different people. so this is like playing the same role on me with different actors. i'm wondering if this is some kind of temptation or test or trial. wow triple T. see, its not like life's that perfect for me, i'm totally human too. it's not that i dont have the same crazy situations u go thru and its not like i dont face the same difficult people you face. but i will let Him deal with this.

my personality

okok
i take back the statement that i want to go for every event.
if i go for everything, there will be some important ones that i forget/neglect.

My Personality

Neuroticism	20
Extraversion	99
Openness To Experience	60
Agreeableness	11
Conscientiousness	13

You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. You are generally calm and composed, reacting moderately well to situations that most people would describe as stressful. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You like to live for the moment.

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Back again.....
i meant online. ok....so this week was eventful for meee my battery is LOW. 15% more till flat....

on monday i met a friend whom another friend introduced...but...talked a bit and learnt more insights on jobs people actually have.....or had. its nuts to hear that some jobs even existed......*shocked* and people actually survived such jobs. kinda reminds me of this book i've been reading about how the Mexican border missions started. Border of Death (Valley of life) by Daniel G. Groody. its about how the Valley missions started because of the numbers of mexicans suffering at the border for the sake of finding a better paying job in the north America. wow , whoaa.......its a very interesting book.

tues was the eventful day. a colleague's birthday. the meal was weird cos i was leaving the department. kinda sad for me too. i duno how they felt though. oh noo.... later evening time was great fellowship! eliz brought her gal pal.

wednesday.....a group of singles went out. i so like dancing crazily with crazy people!....Here's to frenships above romance--for now.....!! praise the lord.......for this day.

of course, not everyone had fun. i would say some people in my workplace were working late on this supposedly special day yet, they didn't grumble. i was so amazed at these colleagues. gals and guys both. like how despite the pressures this societal norm, it really doesn't hit them tooo hard. maybe it does but not tooo hard. enought to still laugh about it and at themselves. i think that's what's really matters.

inspired

I.N.S.P.I.R.E.D

let truth resonate

let it go beyond fear.

meta camp 2006

YES!

Internet izz......back for my pc.

PTL.

thanks ZX for helping me troubleshoot and finding the cause--its the USB adapter...there were lotsa other hardware faults found along the way also.

but thru this whole no-internet thing....i think for 2 weeks plus! (16 days?) i guess i learnt so many stuff. about being too dependent on the net. sometimes a "bo bian" (no choice) fast from it is good and i think i recall praying for it to happen earlier in a blog entry. and it happened. anyway, this structure my group built during a camp in dec has great significance, bcos....we got it right as the foundations were strong. so getting good foundations by getting into good books like the bible makes ur paths straight.

by the way some of my online friends disappeared? i really hope they're ok!!

juniors

What if God's people pray
(Casting crowns)

Here is last Fri's (not this week one) Baptism service....with my dearez ntu crusade juniors.

the baptism boy was andrew in green. hehe.

Andrea looks pretty on the far left in black. The rest, Zhixian (@ very back), Caroline (beige pants), Kin Leong (white, beside me), Jon Lame(striped), Jessica (in green), Liling (dark green), Yr one gal (white, long hair)....forgot her name.

i duno if people actually can recognise moi.....in the pics hahaha.

In the mean time my personal pc is under maintenance, so i've gotta use little bro's one...not too bad too. keeps him off those games. :P anyway, i didn't really have a choice in the end about department, already said yes to department A one half weeks' ago, (long long story) so......voila.

3 pretty gals. haha. >>>>>>>