when did i write this?

the lord hath been good to me. i really wanna thank Him again for this time, the new job. yes i can hear you say "what, again?!" but as far as i'm concerned i am just really thankful because i thought all the doors were closed on me already (job wise). sending out 300 over applications over 2 weeks. which averages 30 per day. i really have to not be too sensitive about people and things already and any more. like the saying in my family goes "People's mouths can say whatever they want."

So...here we are and i think my choices are pretty good after getting recommendations here and there. i love recommendations from acquaintances and friends. there is always some truth in good recommendations. and why would people lie about good things? bad ones i usually just brush aside or slide down my back or completely ignore (i learnt how to) unless i personally experienced it and the person's bad-thing-said myself firsthand.

in every successful career, relationship, friendship....there will be tough or rough times.
i started my day today really crappily and i was feeling fat haha because i overate after a small run yesterday. so feeling "guilty" today, i walked 2 hours plus of chinese garden. sweated mostly. didnt feel like any muscle built or any fat gone. but i think since it was purely metabolic...so well.

but well though things can get crappy anywhere you are, it doesnt have to remain like that and so....it got better later! surprisingly. a good time of playing in a lovely cafe or eatery where they have so many types of games. like shelves of them. different people - older and younger. even had one whole table of foreigners. 

yea hey and i stop talking so fast these days unlike during my recent trip where i was talking so much. which is also good. :) may have seriously hunt for a job for the sake of future holidays.