blessed week

first time i heard the Aaronic blessing in Hebrew on Sunday evening. sitting in a room of about 40 people, listening to a guy speak on how he came to see that Jesus is the messiah, i kept reminding myself that blessing is way more important than what this world esteems (fame, money etc).

a simple and short prayer. said in your heart with nothing but trust (in Him).is so much more difference than long sessions where there is no trust/faith.the best deal is when you really have nothing to lose..like for instance, no job.then your WHOLE heart and security is in that prayer.
test and see that it really works.

Then i attended a friend's wedding at little india. so good to meet old faces. they are a funny crazy lot.

Monday was quite frenzied for me. 4 interviews. 2 were last minute that came in the morning. (Still feeling lost that point but not hopeless) and the best part? 5 hours of sleep the night before because...i was up late on skype.

By the end of Monday i was offered.

A Job.

Ironic thing is, I actually miss the time when I had no job security so i could simply put all trust in Him. It was quite interesting.

fully immersed

I think only when i am really involved in a situation that's when i really learn...not sketchy surface situations, not hit and run situations, not this not that. you know when you know when you're really focussed

just when the prayers were about to settle...

like people of old (ancient times) others and things have changed through simply, prayer. though small these prayers are to a big God so....

hardy boys, nancy drew

i grew up reading nancy drew, and tried to read hardy boys but oh well

the causes of fatigue

sometimes its not that we're tired physically because we didnt get enough sleep. sometimes its really the lack of motivation in what we do. just that.
i really hope to fulfil my dream....am i on the right track. i am really relieved and happy i had an opportunity to really speak to my roommate about her noise level...not that she does things on purpose.
but after telling her how i felt about everything, i felt the problem was 60% solved already. validating my own feelings to the cause of the problem was the way to go. but if the cause of the problem is an animal or thing, just throw it away. haha. gee, i talk like a guy.
i need to work out this weekend again. too much carbo today.