hahahha.....u know ah i am so gonna miss speaking singlish when i cant speak singlish anymore. that's because i've been reading some very singlish book.....just this week.
and it's so true the saying "trash in, trash out" so whatever you fill your mind with,
be it books, movies, youtubes, songs, words, friends, music,
that will become what you think and speak as well.
and believe me this time round in my entry, i am just typing or chatting a blog post. i ate like tons this year round.....call it bonding with food or whatever..........lolz. no......i ain't bonding with food as much as people, at least that's what i perceive myself to be doing. thus far, thankfully these two days were awfully alrite.....good feeding, relaxed company, cool reunions with relatives (only could go as far as they themselves were willing to reunite)
And then it occurred to me:
Life's decisions are never easy and takes a whole lot of time, 1) sincerely seeking God's will, hearing more than just speaking to Him, 2) daily Word reading, 3) Godly counsel seeking, 4) peace in the heart, 5) circumstances (maybe), 6) personal desires, 7) surrendering oneself,
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a LOT of these!
Ok this is only decision making. there's another more important aspect in life called life's goals which is, to honor or honour our Creator by giving back to His kingdom, just like how we honor or honour a friend by giving them a token of appreciation for their friendship.
One of the most tangible ways He has specifically stated we could give back is to teach other people to be followers of Him. So everyone who prays to the Creator gets to be a teacher in life!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
girls, females, women
always the ones reading the bottom lines and small prints more than males. that's one thing for sure.
so.......here i am.........in the middle of my 6th week and i've finally uncovered my own school email password, discovered how to send out consent forms to students (which is a hassle), mark books, appreciate having a radio in the staff room, appreciate finger food, enjoy non rainy weather, hearing endless kiddy small talk, trying to not make my career not just 'mark and bark', etc etc......
nothing extremely different from the corporate world to be honest after you observe for at least 3 months. except things are quite a bit simpler.....my staff room neighbours are funny and noisy. which is good enuff.
on to religious stuff, i think i get quite religious at times....i don't try to. i just pray quite a bit especially when i'm er......confused, shocked, afraid. i just pray more during these times......
and NO. i'm no personified paradox nor obnoxious oxymoron. I'm pretty clear minded.....i
try to be and hope i am.....i will be i guess.
so.......here i am.........in the middle of my 6th week and i've finally uncovered my own school email password, discovered how to send out consent forms to students (which is a hassle), mark books, appreciate having a radio in the staff room, appreciate finger food, enjoy non rainy weather, hearing endless kiddy small talk, trying to not make my career not just 'mark and bark', etc etc......
nothing extremely different from the corporate world to be honest after you observe for at least 3 months. except things are quite a bit simpler.....my staff room neighbours are funny and noisy. which is good enuff.
on to religious stuff, i think i get quite religious at times....i don't try to. i just pray quite a bit especially when i'm er......confused, shocked, afraid. i just pray more during these times......
and NO. i'm no personified paradox nor obnoxious oxymoron. I'm pretty clear minded.....i
try to be and hope i am.....i will be i guess.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
another kinda ouch whenever there are groups of people
Have you ever had an "ouch" before in life..who hasn't?
and i don't mean that kinda physical pains etc................
i'm talking about the u know, the emotional ones..........
The most ironic part is this
When everyone is talking about this pain that they feel.....
on one hand you want to feel it with them
but on the other hand you know its another kinda pain
not the pain that they are all fussing about....................
and yet the pain they are fussing about makes your pain worse
but for again, a different reason
where you go "that really hurt" but every one thinks its the
pain that they feel but its another kinda pain you feel....but
you cant mention it to people because.
because it's a sensitive issue. it may expose who you are deep down.
who you are as a person......what you really think and feel.....
But what you see is the truth to you......everything is real
but it's told from your eyes. so where does the truth come in?
Where is the standard, the absolute truth of what is going on
in people groups as we learn in Physics, the topic of Temperature,
where there is an Absolute zero degrees?
and i don't mean that kinda physical pains etc................
i'm talking about the u know, the emotional ones..........
The most ironic part is this
When everyone is talking about this pain that they feel.....
on one hand you want to feel it with them
but on the other hand you know its another kinda pain
not the pain that they are all fussing about....................
and yet the pain they are fussing about makes your pain worse
but for again, a different reason
where you go "that really hurt" but every one thinks its the
pain that they feel but its another kinda pain you feel....but
you cant mention it to people because.
because it's a sensitive issue. it may expose who you are deep down.
who you are as a person......what you really think and feel.....
But what you see is the truth to you......everything is real
but it's told from your eyes. so where does the truth come in?
Where is the standard, the absolute truth of what is going on
in people groups as we learn in Physics, the topic of Temperature,
where there is an Absolute zero degrees?
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