angst

majorly frustrated

if there is such a word. dun feel like elaborating. but this is what i want to say to the person(s) today whom i met and he/she can see it from my face: "look don't give me this **** thing ok. don't think i was never in a girls' school before and don't know how to deal with girls like you."

but i didn't tell her.....i could have been wrong, u see. thats why i feel frustrated. its this inner conflict wrestling in me.....either one of us could be wrong....or both.

i lost my $$$. don't want to accuse or think wrongly of people but this is too much and i aint the only one losing the money. one other performer lost $200!!! way more than me.