Tuesday, April 5, 2011

to the east, to the east

Hello, this is soo cool. i actually get to be all the way in the EAST. hehehehe. and this new place brings tons of newfound energy, life and renewed hope and purpose. I don't know i guess there is much more space here.
i haven't moved, i actually am working at new site which is our lovely plane place. each day counts so much. oh but yah i really should quit bragging. it aint my intention to brag. and i'll only be here for like 1 mth plus anyway. i'm gonna make each day count.

Friday, April 1, 2011

spirit food.....u cant go 3 days without it

1 I will sing of your love and justice;
to you, LORD, I will sing praise.
2 I will be careful to lead a blameless life—
when will you come to me?
psalm 101

1 Praise the LORD, my soul;
all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
2 Praise the LORD, my soul,
and forget not all his benefits—
3 who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,
4 who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion,
5 who satisfies your desires with good things
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.

6 The LORD works righteousness
and justice for all the oppressed.

7 He made known his ways to Moses,
his deeds to the people of Israel:
8 The LORD is compassionate and gracious,
slow to anger, abounding in love.
9 He will not always accuse,
nor will he harbor his anger forever;
10 he does not treat us as our sins deserve
or repay us according to our iniquities.
11 For as high as the heavens are above the earth,
so great is his love for those who fear him;
12 as far as the east is from the west,
so far has he removed our transgressions from us.

13 As a father has compassion on his children,
so the LORD has compassion on those who fear him;
14 for he knows how we are formed,
he remembers that we are dust.
15 The life of mortals is like grass,
they flourish like a flower of the field;
16 the wind blows over it and it is gone,
and its place remembers it no more.
17 But from everlasting to everlasting
the LORD’s love is with those who fear him,
and his righteousness with their children’s children—
18 with those who keep his covenant
and remember to obey his precepts.

19 The LORD has established his throne in heaven,
and his kingdom rules over all.

20 Praise the LORD, you his angels,
you mighty ones who do his bidding,
who obey his word.
21 Praise the LORD, all his heavenly hosts,
you his servants who do his will.
22 Praise the LORD, all his works
everywhere in his dominion.

Praise the LORD, my soul.
Psalm 103

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

total honesty is the first step to the healing

Lately i have had friends or acquaintances mention about themselves or others feeling insecure about themselves. I feel that the healing process or the beginning of becoming whole can only happen when we are honest about our insecurities and how we really feel on the inside before we truly can get healed and strengthened - yup, from the inside out. but the truth, the honest truth is, you have to be completely HONEST first, with God, with yourself. honesty is actually the key to ANY form of healing.

i agree that a lot of people try to look joyful or happy but you don't know what is truly going on inside.

and the secret is really this: admitting it to someone / anyone.
Know your own fears, failures, doubts, insecurities and get REAL about them. If you have been wrong about something, admit it. If you have been having this motive all along, just speak it out. You will be surprised that saying what you really think and feel to God, at least, starts the healing process.

getting secure with God means Getting to know Him not just know about Him. the simplest start is just to talk to Him about anything. It could be about the weather even, haha. when you have established some kind of connection, who needs spiritists and psychics when you have a loving Father and God?

to help or not

Help spells friendship.
Or does it?

Thursday, March 17, 2011

new placing

finally, the big move has happened. erm, i had to learn from scratch everything DIY. (do it yourself). Which is really fun on its own actually.
From moving furniture to cleaning toilets to mopping to buying cleaning detergents, to laundry, to boiling water.....yay!! it is just so fun....my flat mate is a girl pal from same church as me....
with independence also comes a lot of extra duties. oh well but i do enjoy each season i have.

Monday, February 21, 2011

gruesome

Ok i just watched this really cool yet scary show. but no worries it was not about.....horror nor murders. it was about survival instead....and i'm just thinking, gee we're that wired and the thing inside us (which is frankly, our spirits) survive and live for our dreams more than mere basic needs.
Argh......this guy was crazy in the show....yes one man mostly......but he was crazy...really. you could almost feel like you're really him in the show. and of course that show is none other than 127 hours....lol. but it was really good about the human spirit and how we fight for survival.
But pondering on the whole coolness part of it.......it got me thinking serious deep thoughts. like,
1) what is the thing that keeps us alive despite whatever....
2) when we meet our Creator, how will we feel?
3) when we meet our creator, what can we show him about our lives/did we do enough?
4) Is "loving our neighbor" about good actions and deeds or not harming them? or going the extra mile?
5)i feel everything, as long as the bible teaches it, is true and beneficial for the soul and for people.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

my new blog entry

sometimes the vday mood really shifts our focus back to....the humdrum of life...for those going through this stage of singlehood, i think i wanna encourage all of us to treasure and redeem the time we have to ourselves and oh yes, to pursure our passions in life. this time will be of no more when we all give of ourselves to our respective partners and new families.

also think about all the exercise we could get while we're single...as long as it doesn't become an addiction. good habits have higher chances of turning into addictions moreso cos they are good. imagine eating glass. why is it not ever going to be an addiction? that's because its hurtful and harmful to us.

so....back to topic....we have to make full use of every hour we have to ourselves, use it unto God also, for Him and unto Him....and with Him.