tired of being mentally tired

indeed....it's gotta be a lifestyle change from now on. i gotta sleep a bit earlier and wake up a bit earlier. no i am not in NIE. thank God. its not that early as their waking time. i'm sick and tired of my lack of sleep. my mood swings on fridays have been very fantastic too....because the lack of sleep accumulates on fridays. so. here's the change.

and no i'm not fierce, i'm not angry i'm not offended.
i need to find my niche in this world.

Looking for a reason
Roaming through the night to find
my place in this world, my place in this world
Not a lot to live for
I need Your light to help me find my place in this world
my place in this world....

('Place in this world' . michael w smith)