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salsa 1

midweek crisis, one may call it but the truth is i need the break from work and all those mugging. so here i had the break of my life (for the week), dancin.....i need that physical activity for 1) endorphins keeps people more cheerful and alert, 2) exercise helps relax the mind.

admittedly the thinking and problems solving does stimulate the mind a lot, and makes one think on the ball, but the mental break is also good like jogging and dancing. so here it was today.
I just hope and pray that all the things i've learnt is retained.......heh heh......my vocabulary has also improved by the leaps and bounds......in the bad way....lol.

wounds of the heart

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grant us patience to see your deeper purposes

Even if we do not get to go to the place we really wanted to go at first, God has a greater purpose and this i know as i've experienced it firsthand. The lord knows which place and time he calls each individual who truly loves Him. and i've seen God open a wide door and sometimes windows for me time and time again he closes the door that i thought was definitely the door for me. Thank you Jesus for the new marine oil and gas job. It's great.
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counselling people

at tuesday group, one where i go on tuesdays (duh), a girl spoke to me saying she actually got hurt ministering to other girls. that's so real. and those that get hurt are the people who do the most reaching out to wounded ones. as the wounded ones are those with the issues. with the "i got so much hurt and anger i gotta take out my anger at someone" kinda thing. and the lord sees and knows. but the lord judges the heart and not so much the words. =)
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every aspect

Dear God,
help me to er, look at every aspect of my life.
and help me not look at the various aspects of others' lives. :P
help me make the right decision this week........arghhh......(exciting but scary)!!

3pm. (tues)
The call came and yeppers...i was selected for the job that i wanted.
Hmm....
Dios de bendigo
Chubok kamneeda.

choosing the same INDUSTRY

Yes, No, Maybe....Finally!

This is totally wonderful....despite me thinking my career path was doing downhill, which WAS, as i was stuck in a very uncomfortable situation. i 100% thought i was going to china for 1 year so i turned down 2 job opportunities. but the trip turned out to be postponed to next year (the one year trip). so there went my 2 initial job offers. (yea, totally sucked.)

But now, i got back on track. and now, i really know what i want to do. what i really want to do, is be good and committed and enjoying what i'm already doing, and yea...!!! i have another chance at this in the Same industry. I don't wanna switch industries so fast. not for 2 years at least. minimum. I have to mentally sign this contract in my brain..... heh. :)

But it's been surprising, as people actually spoke encouragements that seemed to come from God to me on sunday.

like one lady said, "Oh, sometimes you don't see why this happened. but After the situation, you'll see why it happened."