i give up. i do not understand his communication and we are of a complete different frequency. and the age gap? nah...

also doing my research on many topics i am interested in. like cancer, world history, food and nutrition, psyhology, news around the world, slangs of other cultures and anything that picques my interest. glad my job is something i chose because i like and can do.

 your life's gotta be more exciting than mine.

tired of thinking

Yes I would admit that there was three months in my calendar this year (3 and a half to be precise) whereby I completely slacked in a job. All I did every working day including Saturday was to read news on cnn and bbc. and of course other countries' news. so yea of course I wasn't confirmed on that job. as in get confirmation.

training at dragon-boating

oh man i never knew that liking someone can make you pray and trust God so much more than you ever did before. improved growth spurts in your prayers life - how else do you get it? (except when you have a crush or something)

aside from that, i have no idea why i actually went yesterday for pub crawl because i was actually undecided about going at the start. then i decided to go because maybe i could actually meet people and chat.

but of course this 'solving of all fears and insecurities' was done completely with prayer as going through God is far more accurate because even the guy you choose to like or fell in love with / have big crush on may be not the right one for you, so prayer does help.

full workout with american dragonboat team today. (the guy is not in same team). i am also kinda reddish on the upper arms and face. haha. was fun eh. they have a very american sense of humour. duh, what other type of humour?

things i learnt abt rushing around and caffeine

i realised about caffeine and rushing around

1) Tea with milk and ice (teh bing) makes me awake for 7 hours.
2) Rushing around after 8.30pm makes me awake too /wake up a few times at night.
3) english breakfast / assam / black / earl grey tea without milk keeps me awake for 8-9 hours from the time i drink it at night

glass bridges - photos courtesy of CNN

Glass bridge of China

                   Glass bridge of Eiffel tower

Again, I will repeat what C.S.Lewis mentioned in one of his books: We cannot have physical affection without emotions. Ok that's for the Christian faith. I think it crosses other faiths as well.

We can't force chemistry...but we can take the opportunity when it presents itself or, get friends to influence them. Or create opportunities ourselves. ;)